it must have made him so proud. that son-of-a-gun.
FUDGE.
i landed from flight 206 last saturday, i cant believe that the trip's 8 hours long. manila was great. most of the kids were at school but i was in my dad's house playing audacity on the computer.
eighth grade is five more fingertips away. mike and i will probably be in the same class. he's hoping that we get ms. james. i'm hoping we dont.
watched grady work on my drums yesterday. he seriously had no idea what to do. i guffawed.
been stretching out on this carpet for the past three days with jesse. i just realized that sometimes, when a dog gives you a faraway look, you have to get out of the room, lock the door and bring back a freshener. :D
i'm getting tired of sleeping inside. the park's kinda blinding me nowadays. i'm excited for sept. 8. i will be free from the house, free from the MGM channel (:D), and free from the stepfather,
based on the entry, i think the stepfather's happy too!
yes. i'm back again and it's *darudum* summer! I have been trying to organize my life and update every so often. that's why - to begin with, i made a new identity for that forum: khq. i thought that if i clear out all of my thoughts for a moment and destroy every link that i have with my past, i would be contented like i was before he came.
i graduated fifteenth in my class. fifteenth, baby. that's bigger than riding space mountain. as far as i'm concerned, the next two months will be me resting my foot up on dining tables of my friends' houses, listening to underoath and fantasizing about the bull in eighth grade. it's been a while now since i have done that.
grady and i had a wrestling match the other day over at chris's house. it was pretty sick. we were talking about stuffs that we already stopped talking about, like cars for example, and john bonham. he won the match; i ended up spraining my wrist again. D:
dad has been calling - talking about getting me a passport to stroll around the philippines for quite some time while it's still sunny. so i'm about to say goodbye to canada in six days.
i was skating near the niagara when i saw her again. she was eating vanilla ice cream with her friends and they were going south. i tried calling her but i couldn't. and anyway she was already way ahead of me before i can even say her name. it was only a few minutes when i realized that i don't love her anymore.
rules
1. each blogger starts with ten random facts/habits about himself/herself.
2. bloggers tagged need to write ten things and post the rules.
3. at the end of the blog, you need to choose ten people you're going to tag and list their names.
4. don't forget to comment to their site that they're tagged.
okay. so here we go.
1. i play the drums.
2. i'm in a band.
3. i have two dogs.
4. i'm from canada.
5. i dont like my school.
6. i fish.
7. i make layouts.
8. i am lazy.
9. i love mexican food.
10. i love football.
yay.
i will tag:
hilary
zakiah
ben
jonathan
GW
kathleen
i didnt have a birthday gift. so, i sang jack johnson's "if i had eyes" instead. dont get me wrong: im not a bad singer. but, i kind of messed up the lyrics. i actually forgot what was next to "cant give them enough but we just cant start over". so i just went on saying "nananananaanana" and then changed the song without any notice. lol. but i guess nobody really seemed to notice that. chris even thought that i made a remix. lmao.
but, i never really got any comment from emma. i really have no idea why coz she looked pretty interested when i was singing. but i decided to leave that alone. i dont wanna sound desparate or look like a total twerp in front of her.
at the end of the party, her brothers and sister took out this huge strawebrry cake from their fridge. well, i learned that when in a party, always check wherever youre going to sit on coz you might sit on another person's strawberry cake. and always remember to bring an extra pair of pants. or else you would have to run straight to your house three houses away to avoid the embarrassment, change pants and then go back to your crush's place and you see everyone else leaving. so, you will have to just leave as well. and you wont even have time to say "bye" to her.
and you suddenly realize what a big ass you are.
so i guess i never really expected that anything unexpected would happen during that party. i just really thought it would be so much better than what happened. thats kinda messed up, isnt it?
well, so much for messing up.
i wanna have the same last dream againthe one where i wake up and i'm alivejust as the four walls close me withinmy eyes are opened up with pure sunlighti'm the first to knowmy dearest friendseven if your hope has burned with timeanything that's dead shall be re-grownand your vicious painyour warning signyou will be fine.
- angels and airwaves
havent heard from me for a while? lol. well ive been busy and i have been thinking a lotta things.
the band decided to stop playing and scheduling galas as for the moment. nothing came up. i guess we just got bored and worn out. and we all figured out that rock n' roll is just a hobby. no real reason to take it seriously. we're amateurs. and we really need to go back to reality some other time. but just to let you in: i miss drumming. but i havent touched my drum set for almost a week now. ah well. shit happens.
mr. danehy talked to me just the other day. and he told me that theres a 50 percent chance that i'd get into the 20 top achievers list. lol. thats a big deal coz i never get in. plus, he told me that im far from the lowest. lulz. that cracked me up for some reason.
ive been fishing a lot lately, just so you know. with the stepdad. and jesse. yeahyeahyeah. i know. hanging out with the stepdad isnt really my idea of fun. but, hey, lets face it. he's kinda cool. he's a real ass. but he's aryt. really. and i guess id rather prefer calling him jerry from now on. man...i suck.
hey, the lake is amazing.
emma will be having her birthday on the 21st. i really have no idea what to give her. maybe id take her skateboarding. only problem is, she doesnt know how. so, yeah, i kinda have a problem with that. :[
speaking of skateboarding, chris and i are actually real expert skaters now. lol. seriously. you should see us on the ramp. we're practically in every park as long as there is a ramp. but we never really consider ourselves going into competitions though. meh. exposure is not really a good thing, you know.
so, yeah. maybe i'd just stay here: right where i belong. [:
hang out with my buddies. daydream about her. take photographs. skateboard. drum. goof around. be a little too loud. trips down the lake. catch and release. i can do whatever the hell i want. and as long as it stays that way, then i know that i am in the safest haven. life is spectacular. and i want it to stay that way.
if being a daredevil doesnt get me anywhere,
[:
i guess im not really expecting anyone pm'ng me or anything coz fact of the matter is, i never really make friends with anyone there. and im kind of one of the invisibles. but whatever, you dont really need to know.
dont you have any idea how boring it is lately?